Treatment Day is here…….

Yesterday I potentized, in my own way, the 2 anti viral medication that I am going to be taking for the next 3 months. The first law of the ancient practice of alchemy and pharmacy is 'Make Medicine Beautiful'. 

We humans are visual creatures and the little white plastic pill pots that they arrived in are not particularly attractive to me.

So I created an altar in my bedroom, upon a red and gold cloth that represents earth, blood and wealth to me, bring a representation of each element, Earth, Air, Fire and Water to the altar, primulas (primroses) from my front garden as a calming cooling element, also representing the start of something, an oak rune, a few other herbs, bits and pieces that mean stuff to me and a picture of my supportive, loving family. 

I also picked tarot and oracle cards to help see me through the journey. I pull the Dog, from the Druid Animal Oracle,  a faithful, loyal and trustworthy companion to guide me as a walk down this path and The Hermit (liquorice) from Michael Tierra's Herbal Tarot counselling the trust and patience to follow my own inner light…..


This morning I saw the consultant, who is just back from the international liver conference in Barcelona, so he had heard lots about the generic medicines from Dr Freeman, an Australian Doc who has been running trails with them. My Doc was very happy to see that the meds looked 'real' to him..

I left his office a bit anxious as he found indications of a heart issue with narrowing of one of my valves (mitral stenosis) and also a small mass on my pancreas picked up on an ultra sound…..he has raised another ultra sound in a months time to see if it is growing or not and also an ECG. So I am a wee bit stressed but trying to breath deeply and repeat a positive mantra….

A mate got in touch and quoted a bit of Louise Hay to me, one bit struck a chord, it stated that Liver issues and Hep C can be linked to 'constant complaining'  and I though; You

know what, I do see ways to improve stuff continually and when I am in a restaurant/cafe and food is substandard which has happened quite a bit, I often complain,  getting a free meal, recently I was  in a que at the cimena for ages, I complained, getting free cinema tickets, I quite like complaining especially when I get the free stuff….So an aspect of my character to work with….

So its 9pm and I am gonna take my first dose, I have decided to take them before bed because I read on a forum that others have benefited from evening dosing, so that they could sleep through the headaches and nausea.

I also read that eating something fatty like a yogurt pre dose is helping some folk with gastrointestinal symptoms so I have had some avocado and coconut…fingers crossed..

To be honest I am really scared but excited at the thought I may clear this insidious nasty virus in the next few weeks….wooohooooooo